I know how you feel looking for answers. I'm very sorry for any chaos or stress that I have brought onto you or your little ones. Kevin would have to do a 180 for me to even think a positive thought about him. I had no choice but to look him in his eyes. The sad part for me is my 6 year old Mia brought a map of Maine to school for show and tell and told the class she found her grandfather. Then some kid asked "where are the pictures?" So she questioned me why I didn't have pictures. Very difficult explaining it to her. What was said i will keep to myself but it was alot of rationalizing on his part. I guess 34 years of denial makes people paraniod. I can tell he is a driver and doesn't allow people to take control. My mother said he was a womanizer but had a heart of gold. I have yet to see or find any good about him. I wish someone could tell me about him and his father and so on. I'm 34 and just wanted to discuss general things about my heritage. If you would like to help me understand his state of mind, i'm baffled. There is so much he doesn't understand. Right now, I'm going through a mess with my home life. And this situation is on my mind alot. I should be focused on my family, but I'm not. Help if you can. I saw a good person when I looked into your eyes and I know you can feel my pain. If anyone can figure the man out it is you. I've called his mom 2 times my whole life and email Teresa about a dozen times when I first found out about her. He seems to think I'm like obsessed or stalking people. I can assure you that's not the case and if it were about money i would have got him 20 years ago. My mother would have never accepted a penny anyway, she is too much of a humanitarian. She is feeding the homeless today. So he has got some issues, not me. I just want some answers to why he has a gag order on me. Anyway you can help, would be a tremendous blessing. I know you were a teacher so between the good I saw in your eyes and your background you are a good person. Even if you don't respond I understand, it's because of him being in control. He made that evident and I could read his eyes very well. His words about Teresa made me cry... I don't have a sister or brother, so knowing I have one close to my age did get me emotional and I did spill my guts in my emails to her. I wish i hadn't but can't change that now. If anything ,tell her "I'm sorry!" And don't worry I won't be emailing you again. I figured if his own mother who came to visit me for a week when i was 4 denies me, then maybe his own wife can understand where I'm coming from.
I hope this finds you in good health and spirits. Any help would be a major blessing on you and me. I wil not tell a soul if you respond! You don't know me but I have ALOT of pride and keep my word.
God Bless you and your whole family,
Jeff Moore 386-453-9335 firstname.lastname@example.org
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